In this episode I discover a peach-flavored parasite has taken up residence in my brain. I work hard with my therapist to try to exorcise it to no avail. Can I overcome this? Probably not, but I will give it a good try! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

Toxic Bliss

25 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Peachy Parasite

Sometimes it's hard to let another suffer the consequences of their own actions, especially when that person is a narcissist who has their hooks in your mind, body, and soul. Brighter days are coming though, just a few more storms on the horizon first! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel xssm62IsxwPwlO9S89Pj --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

34 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Empathy Pit

In this episode, Mike suddenly needs a place to stay and thinks my apartment is his best bet! He discovers that I have a new beau and is anything but pleased. Will he just move on quietly or put up a fight? If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

33 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Pretty Peachy Please

Published on: January 05, 2020 at 3:33 PM A Bonus Episode for the New Year! Herein I tell the tale of Mike and his magic blanket of doom. If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

BONUS - Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Blanket

It finally happened. Mike is really gone. I'm moving on. There's a lot to heal, but there's a lot of hope and a new bright spark on the horizon! As with all things narcissist though, the end is never really the end, is it? If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

32 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Pit In The Peach

Mike has been back for a few days but it's not going well. Something inside my brain finally clicks and the end draws near! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

31 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Beginning Of The End

Mike comes 'home' once again. Can we make it work this time or is it true that a narcissist never changes? I'm willing to give it another shot, but I'm not sure my heart is really in it. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

30 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Peach of Damocles

We're back!!! Today we pick back up with the story as Mike returns for yet another attempt at salvaging our relationship. There is marshmallow fluff involved. How could it go wrong?? Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Run Amok" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

29 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach Fluff

This is a special off-narrative episode discussing a case that's happening in Florida right now, the Michael Wayne Jones Jr. case. I'm talking about this here as narcissistic abuse is front and center of this case and it's an important look at what happens when narcissistic abuse turns fatal.  Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

28 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Special Episode - Narcissism Gone Wrong, Sarah Jones

This is a clip of an interview I did just today with Eddie! He was a good sport and agreed to come on and talk a little about his experience dealing with Mike and the craziness that ensued. Have a listen and see what you think! :) Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

27 - Toxic Bliss - Special Episode - Interview with Eddie!

Still more therapy! Will it ever end? And just as I'm starting to come to terms with some harsh realizations about Mike and his behavior, he calls again and wants to come home. Someone make the merry go round stop. I want to get off! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

26 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Llanfairpwllgwyngyllwhat now?

I bet my therapist needed therapy after talking to me. Join me as I relive the conversations I had with my therapist in trying to recover my brain from the toxic cesspool of Mike's gravitational pull. Spoiler - it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

24 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - I Got Nothin'

 How fast can a narcissist destroy the very thing the say they want? Less than 24 hours! Come relive this astounding day with me as I reflect on the many lessons it taught me. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "The House of Leaves" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) Enchanted Night Elves music all rights to:  ©2016 Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. All rights reserved. World of Warcraft: Legion is a trademark, and World of Warcraft, Warcraft and Blizzard Entertainment are trademarks or registered trademarks of Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. in the U.S. and/or other countries.  Composers: Neal Acree, Russell Brower, Sam Cardon,Edo Guidotti, Glenn Stafford.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

23 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Mike Gets ImPEACHED

 Therapy is going sort of well but my focus is off! Mac and I watch Sesame Street and The Easter Bunny appears in the middle of winter? Oh wait..... Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Come Play With Me" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

22 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Another Little Peach Of My Heart

 Uh oh! Mike got busted for the secrets I discovered and then he picks a fight with.. the Fire Department? I never said he was the brightest bulb on the string! Find out what happens in today's episode! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast!  If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/  My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Open Those Bright Eyes" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

21 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach out!

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