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I made a decision today. Now, I just have to prepare my story for 2 or 3 years down the road when I say, "and then one day, I just decided to change." Then again, I have done this all before, you know, made a decision and then committed to it for like a week or even a few months. Somehow, this decision feels different. Although I have also said that before. However, the reason this decision feels different is that it's not really a decision to have a different end goal, like it usually is (I want to be more successful in my business, I was to lose x lbs, I want to find a boyfriend, I was to finish y project, etc). It's actually a decision to get more okay with and involved in the process of how things all play out in my life, not just the end goal. I will give you a summary of what I did today to prove to you that this is not just hocus pocus and that I am for real.- I ran. I didn't feel like it, it wasn't my normal routine, but I didn't have a better option for a workout given the situation, so I did it. It felt okay, good actually.- I started my email marketing. This has been DAUNTING me for so long because I imagined it to be so difficult. You know what, it wasn't! It wasn't easy, there were a couple of loop holes, but I did it. And the process was actually really rewarding. - I bought groceries and odds and ends from Canadian Tire. It seems easy, but the "yesterday me" would have found a reason not to do it when I was there and put it off. But I did it. Felt good. The list could go on, but I think you get the idea. Have a listen, give me your thoughts. I am sure the process of improving my podcast isn't going to be an easy one, but somehow I feel more prepared than yesterday, so bring it on!