Education
In this personally revealing episode, Nikki shares some of her experiences being the only child of a malignant narcissist - her father. Carving out her own path in life has gone hand in hand with healing from the emotional and psychological trauma caused by her relationship to him. The aftermath of her traumas has involved, at different times, dealing with Complex-PTSD, depression, anxiety, hypervigilance, a pervasive sense of toxic shame, emotional flashbacks and often a feeling of going crazy. Nobody should ever feel alone in their response to trauma and this type in particular can be wrapped in secrecy. After engaging in a wide variety of healing modalities in a bid to integrate disowned parts of her self - and most recently having her Akashic records read - Nikki felt deeply compelled on a soul level to shed light on some of the darker parts of her story, in the hope of increasing awareness of malignant narcissistic abuse and its impact. It is her intention this episode reaches those who most need to hear it.