Miscellaneous
Real life convo about my mommy issues. Very empty waiting on a mother’s embrace that I never have or will feel. Not physical. Nah, mental emotional spiritual. It’s hurt not having a mom I can call and just vent to. Just be me. Without being criticized or told who to be what to be what to do how to do it and why. So I’m sorry to everyone I’ve ever done that to. My brother. My wife. My exes. My friends. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I pushed whoever away because I never felt real love. My parents don’t love themselves. They could never love ME. They love their idea of me and because I’m not that, never have been, I’m not desirable as a daughter to them. I’m in control now. I take full responsibility. I can’t be shit nobody want me to be. You ain’t God. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/samarie/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/samarie/support