I am moving out of super-rural Victoria and back to a city—by myself. How am I going to handle this and what kind of mundane things will I be up to? We'll see, but the good news is that stuff will actually happen now. Cover picture is not mine. It is by Erda Estremera at Unsplash.

Complicated Noise

#64: Back to Civilisation

I haven't been feeling great which has lead to many delays of this. Social isolation is driving me crazy and I am really tired of living in the middle of the country. I miss socialising. I just want to get out and do things! I also talk about the new car that I got. Also, I talk about music that I am making. Intro track is called "Away Scene" and will be available for purchase and/or download later in the year.

#63: Isolation Blues

Today I am talking about my thoughts about arguing with my partner (and past partners) and how I've had a few people ask me lately if I am on the autism spectrum. I also talk about the strange thing I do in the mornings. I think I might have talked about that in the past, but want to hear it again? ;) Remember to do nice things for yourself! I hope everyone is doing well!

#62: Senseless / Spectrum

I talk about the misbalance between my personal and professional life. Basically, I talk about getting a new car and the little things happening to me.

#61: Radio Silence

Not even sure whether that title's a real word, but if not, that's okay. I talk about how I have almost gotten myself in trouble with my oversharing, how I never intended to become famous, and how I like my quiet life (for the most part). I talk about why I do this kind of thing too and why I am still chugging along. Complicated Noise is a work in progress as always… more like a never-ending testing ground. Visit it if you want to.

#60: Anticelebritism

I'm slowing the pace of posting new episodes, officially this time. I'm too busy and work is consuming my life lately. I am stepping back from podcasting plans and simply planning for new episodes in the distant future. I also explain why it's not a 'good' or 'fun' thing to do anymore. I'm still hanging on though and still going to produce podcast episodes this year. See you all sooner or later.

#59: Slowing the Pace

What are my plans for 2021 and what have I accomplished in 2020 despite all the craziness? I hope you have a really great year ahead!

#58: Hope for 2021

Happy holidays everyone, though I'm having a huge problem accepting that it's Christmas. It won't feel like Christmas unless it's cold and with family. Maybe I can go back to the USA next year? I talk about changes at work and what my plans are. Intro music: "Midwinter" by Dee Yan-Key

#57: Australian Christmas

I'm still struggling with allergies and I'm on meds that make me tired. In this one, I talk about family surprises, in-family bickering, and the importance of treating everybody with kindness.

#56: Slow and Tired

This episode contains complaints about allergy season, US politics (no firm result yet, but it's close), and I discuss my upcoming birthday plans a little. I hope all of you are safe from the COVID mess which is still a problem. Don't let down your guard!!!

#55: An Allergy to Politics

I talk about my musical projects that are coming soon and how I struggle to share my creations with anybody because I feel like nothing's ever 'good enough'. I also talk about things that are happening with me lately.

#54: Musically Declined

I've been away for a month, but I'm back and talking about what I've been up to over the past few weeks. I also chat about my website, privacy, and a few other things. Also, Cnoi.se is up. I'm using it mostly for a redirection service.

#53: Busy Business

Warning! This is rambling at its not-so-finest. I talk about my plans for the next few weeks, how COVID is affecting my plans, and a bit more thrown in. (Sorry, I can't remember!)

#52: No Great Shakes

#51: Pleasantly Lonesome

#50: Change Crave

Personal journal podcast of an American gay guy who now resides in the great country of Australia. I talk about my life, the places I go to, the food I eat, or anything I think about.